February 2011
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curious, and curiouser. →
a girl I know recently had to have an abortion because the baby had several deformities, one being Ectrodactyly, or “lobster claw syndrome.” it sparked my interest, because I’m a freak, so I looked it up, and found this website.
January 2011
“But I’m shaking at your touch
I like you way too much
My baby I’m afraid I’m...”
“when it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. if they care enough...”
– Marilyn Monroe.
I heard almost every single word I've been waiting...
it was the best feeling in the entire world.
I can only hope things go up from here.
:)
progress, part two.
last night was emotional and complicated.
full of tears and smiles and apologies and confessions.
I don’t even know what to think about it yet.
you spent the entire night with me.
you finally let me in.
what do we do about tomorrow? “I don’t know. I’m just taking this a day at a time.”
don’t you ever fear- I’m always near. I know that you need help.
your tongue is twisted; your eyes are slit. you need a guardian.
revenge.
for the times you’ve called the cops on me for ridiculous reasons.
for all the lies you’ve told our landlord, and almost getting me evicted.
for the times you watched me and/or my friends out your window (when it’s none of your business who comes in and out of here).
for the times you flipped off my friends, and my friend’s mother for no reason.
I’ve never done...
two songs.
1. Where My Mouth Is by Taking Back Sunday.
2. The Willing by Emanuel.
these aren’t my favourite songs, but I’ve been listening to them nonstop lately.
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progress.
this is the first meaningful conversation I’ve had with you in two months.
this is the first time you’ve replied to me with more than one text, and with more than one sentence in that text.
it’s unfortunate that it’s under these circumstances, but I’m glad you’re talking to me. so glad.>
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yesterday, a woman in my town was shot. I don’t know the details. some say she committed suicide after dropping her kids off at daycare. others say her boyfriend shot her. I have no idea. but the point is, she’s dead.
I didn’t know her. I’d never even heard of her. but I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I guess I wasn’t thinking about her, as much as I was...
canto-xii-deactivated20110208-d asked: I barely saw myself on your favorite tumblrs post lol. Thanks :)
Sonámbulo: I know that when you’re away from me... →
canto-xii:
I know that when you’re away from me you’ll return to the same habits you had before and it’ll just be the same cycle as always. I know this. It’s so disappointing in every way.
I hate feeling disappointed and I hate feeling like I can guess your actions and be right. It makes me feel so stupid….
three films.
1. The Green Mile.
2. Pursuit of Happyness.
3. American History X.
these are a few of my favourites, not the top, but these movies actually have meanings.
holy pessimism, batman!
I want nothing more than to sit on my bed, blast music while singing, dancing, and raging about.
my upstairs neighbour prevents me from doing this since she’d call the police on me in a heartbeat. only five more months til I’m out of this place and out of Barre forever.
four books.
1. Anthem by Ayn Rand.
2. Next by Michael Crichton.
3. Left Behind (series) by Dr. Tim LaHaye and Jerry B. Jenkins.
other than that, I haven’t enjoyed too many books. I read Twilight, that was good. New Moon was boring as hell. and I’ve read Harry Potter 1-4, all were good. I guess those can all be tied for number four.
lighthouse-photography asked: I love you so much twin. Thank you for helping me get my photo's out! :D<333
Sink Into Me by Taking Back Sunday.
Go check my photos out. →
my twin is a lovely photographer!
five foods.
1. cupcakes.
2. Stouffer’s Mac & Cheese.
3. my mom’s macaroni salad.
4. Italian BMT from Subway.
5. grilled cheese from the Rustic.
