December 2010
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D17- your highs and lows of the past year.
high- I got a boyfriend. high- I saw my favourite band. low- I gave in to pressure and smoked weed. low- I got into a fight with that boyfriend about said weed experience. high- I went camping at “the lentil.” high/low- I broke up with said boyfriend. high- I got a new boyfriend. high- I got my own apartment, and started my own daycare. high- I had the best birthday weekend ever; went...
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“it was failed business in the front, and nobody’s-coming-to-this-party in...”
– John Mallery, on a local kid’s mullet.
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canto-xii:
People will let you down.
It’s going to happen, it’s as inevitable as the rising sun. As a matter of fact it’s usually the same people who let you down. The people you care about and invest time into. But guess what? You’re letting someone down too, someone who cares about you too. It’s inevitable.
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what's it worth?
when you want someone in your life, you keep them around no matter what.
but what’s it worth if all it does is hurt you?
the minutes, maybe the hours, that you’re talking and you get that feeling of how things used to be. it feels good. but that doesn’t change the fact that it isn’t the same. and it never will be again.
so how long are you going to continue this? how...
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D15- your views on mainstream music.
hate it. hate, hate, hate it.
mainstream is full of sellouts. people who once had passion are now worried about just how many records will be sold. not that that’s not important, but being a musician shouldn’t be about money.
take my favourite band, for instance. Bring Me the Horizon, a five-piece British deathcore band. their EP made them. their first album defined them. their...
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a message to the unknown.
turn me on.
let me feel you.
let me taste you.
boundries are starting to fall.
conceiving has already started.
kissing, caressing, indulge. is this really what you wanted?
no, I just don’t know if I can. is this really what you wanted?
even though I don’t know you,
I know for sure, I love you.
anything that you’ll ever need,
I’ll try my best to give...
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D15- your favourite tumblrs.
suicidegirls
petswhowanttokillthemselves
artlove
theonlymagicleftisart
canto-xii
shelbyannphotography (friend)
letigrelaraerae (friend)
fuckthosememories
glazedeyeswillfadeaway
bagofcuntsandbmth
aaronrothe
tsdtd
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D14- your earliest memory.
when I was two, my family lived in an apartment in Northfield Falls.
my earliest memory is from when I was there. my sister and I were practically babies. and I just remember crying as we were trying to go to bed one night because flies were buzzing in our ears.
the next memory I have is from when I was four.
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cos you're a dream to me.
I don’t usually dream often, but the ones I’ve had lately almost all involve you.
every one of them is the same.
you’re always one step ahead and I can’t get to you. I see you pass by you don’t stop. I’m behind and I can’t catch up. I get a text and I wake up before getting the response I’m looking for.
even in my subconscious, you aren’t...
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"love."
you’re not in love. or maybe you are, but you’re in love with a false perception.
this girl has you wrapped so tightly around her finger it’s almost pathetic. pathetic that you would fall for it. pathetic that she would treat you like that. pathetic that no matter what you’re friends say, you still believe her. pathetic that her friends are disgusting enough to allow it....
D13- somewhere you'd like to move or visit.
I love Vermont.
I love the snow, the simple lifestyles you can find, just the fact that we’re almost off the map (what state is Vermont in… really?!).
I honestly don’t think I’d ever move from here, and if I did, it wouldn’t be very far away.
with that being said, I have plans to move to Burlington next year in the summer. probably August.
my lease to this...
D12- bullet your whole day.
• I went to bed at 1:00am.
• I woke up at 9:00am.
• I took a shower, got dressed, did my hair.
• I drove with my mom, dad, and Toria to Burlington.
• we met up with my brothers Shaun, Justin, and Philip at a Brazilian restaurant called Souza’s.
• we ate brunch.
• we came back to Barre.
• we went to the mall, where I bought the new Underøath cd, a Between the Buried and Me cd, and...
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D11- put your iPod on shuffle and write 10 songs...
Thursday- Counting 5-4-3-2-1.
Every Time I Die- Roman Holiday.
The Acacia Strain- BTM FDR.
Gallows- Kill the Rhythm.
Every Time I Die- Champing at the Bit.
Bring Me the Horizon- Black & Blue.
Foo Fighters- The Best of You.
Poison the Well- Botchla.
The Strokes- Reptilia.
Muse- Ruled By Secrecy.
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just to elaborate on my previous post; I hardly ever cry.
when my Papa died, I cried the day he died (a Monday), the day of his wake (a Friday), and the day of his funeral (a Saturday). I didn’t cry for two months. and then I didn’t cry for two years. I haven’t cried about him in… over four months now.
in the past month, I’ve cried at least twice that many times....
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the first tear is always so warm on my cheek.
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Zuko: you're so beautiful when you hate the world.
Mai: I don't hate you.
Zuko: I don't hate you, too.
we’re just two lost souls swimming in a fish...
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The walls we build around us to keep out the...
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D10- your first love and your first kiss.
my first kiss.
my technical first kiss was when I was six years old. I was in first grade, and I “dated” a kindgartener for practically the entire year.
one day we were at the Memorial Park (I grew up in Northfield). there’s a little tower right in the middle, and we climbed up. we were with my friend, so we had her block us as we did it.
we pecked. and we were both disgusted....
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nostalgic.
a wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one’s life, to one’s home or homeland, or to one’s family and friends; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time.
you have no future if you can’t move on from your past and accept your present.
embrace the new beginning, and the chance to make yourself happy again.
what makes you...